bringin' some to nobody haha love it.


dude if i hear about o fuckin bama and biden eating lunch in whatever buttfuck restaurant they moseyed into im going to contemplate moving to canada. fucking ridiculous. everything he touches turns to shit. and the american people love it. keep eating that shit fed to you on the silver spoon of obama celebrity. makes me SICK. IDIOTS.


**im sorry obama related material makes me cuss like a sailor.

MOXY - INNOVATE - UNCONVENTIONAL - REVOLUTION - VISIONARY

YOU OVERSTAND THAT?????

Wednesday: To Do List

Anthony: so why do they have a roller coaster in the mall?
Me: good question...


I'm starting to slowly understand the fire behind the inconsiderate rage.
Or why people more or less always assumed I was stressed out or bitchy or kind of mean.

It's a natural abruptness. A pace. That often comes off as frazzled or rushed or freaking out....

Perhaps something I need to work on. There was a demanding side to that as well. Do this. Do that. It wasn't unappreciated...time just zooms by. If you're not ADHD it's pretty likely you don't understand.

I know it makes me appear unorganized.

I'm not sure where I'm going with this...it just something I have been noticing more and more. It's not intentional it just how we are yo. It's a balancing act for certain.

I am who I am though. Love it or hate it. I spent so much time trying to be what other people thought I should be. Well guess what you were wrong. I love me. Suck on that conventional. haha. Totally kidding. This was kind of a legit post of thoughts. Salude.

even if life took us in two different directions and we were both married

id meet u once a year for a weekend anywhere in the world and just be in love

every year til we die

even if that was all we had

baby you don't know.

alrighty then. i was gonna do this in my idea book. thats right i said idea book. dont get any ideas and copy me. its my self proclaimed book of excellence. anyway since i havent really updated the blogspot as of late...or since my computer decided to commit suicide err.... lifelovesyourface takes the cake.

first lets rehash the events of week's past. that is supposed to be like the ghost of christmas past or what not...yes i realize it doesnt sound that great. whatevs its important.

sunday funday holy insomnianess...slash yeahhhhh not telling. final hours of SATURN EARTH DAY EVENT in "keep Austin weird, TEXAS"....so I guess Saturn is being "spun off" interpret that as you will. Pontiac is dunzo. hello thank you!!! im sure there are many more out there awaiting their death sentence. let's hope theyre ford or dodge or hyundai (really??) kia (really??) general motors is pretty much a staple of american history....they will never die.

i really want a saturn...maybe. definitely a gm though...well lol, i'll do another bmw. but probably a 5 series...wait, wait i think i remember my 5 year plan involving a m3.
i dont really know if i can go un-american. ive become too republican. haha. NOBAMA.

yeah.... lets try to avoid politics today. ok on subject.

so did some sightseeing. why are the highways in texas so freaking high?!!?!!? i mean it was nuts....they were like miles into the sky. it was insane. and i realize this might seem so duh to some people but realize i have never seen anything like this in my life. im from the midwest....enough said.

austin airport. made my flight. houston. absolutely exhausted at this point mind you. off the plane: connect to atlanta has been cancelled. oh brother. holy heart attack. ive never wanted to abandon ship so bad. i think it was at this point i came to the conclusion that i never wanted to step foot in an airport ever again. blah blah.
i did, however, finally make it home. the moniters were lying to me. my flight came. zip to atlanta. DRUNK.

hello week of 4 to the 20. awww sukie sukie now. sound it out. happy holidays kids. everyone at slc got laid off. lovely. more of thing 1 trying to control my life. the rest of that week is kind of blank. i know i went to a softball game....i packed a bitchin beer purse and drank alone haha. then i passed out in the car...didnt watch any of game numero dos. sweetwater on friday. place was sicky icky. purple kush. and weeeeeere out.

basically a week of worthlessness and sleeeeeeeep.


P E O P L E W A T C H I N G
the art of.

self explanatory. i also kind of like watching people react to me. im subconsciously getting great at it. notice i said great not good. good is for suckas. i tend to call people on it and stare harder or smurk at them its pretty entertaining.

CVG LAX ATL,,,,
that's all i could remember
I'm gearing up for life inside the airport. dude its like another world. its not top secret but its pretty much exclusive. be jealous. to me it kind of intriguing. you know that tom hanks movie where homeboy isnt allowed to ever set foot outside of the airport. its like a foreign country or outer space or underwater or something. the illusion is definitely there. its going to be interesting to see how it comes to life day in and day out. what brings it to life...grinds its gears...what makes it special. yeah im weird i know.



I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK AS LONG AS IT'S ABOUT ME

ahhh perfection
lately i hate hate hate attention. compliments. etc. why does it bother me so much??? is it because i dont believe it or because i dont want it? im not really fooo shooo. its just gotten increasingly annoying. then again my strive for perfection as of this year has grown somewhat relentless in its pursuits. ahhh to live inside my head. feel sorry for the girl

im almost unable to distinguish whether or not what i feel is real or not. do i create it? is it boredom? i think so. i think my mom voted crazy.
sometimes i think i am going kind of crazy.
lately: a lot.
im kind of all over the place (no way you wouldnt guess that from this blog heh)
but then i talked to my best friend and she told me she is the same way, all girls seem to come to that crossroad. for now were gonna blame it on the a-a-a-a-adderall.



g-ay this is one long random post.

WHAT I LEARNED THIS WEEK ITS LIKE MAY 5TH PSHHHHHHHH:

never give anything away for free. marketing 101 folks. it's called perceived value. write that down.

i met myself in the future.....

the mall of america has a roller coaster in it. omg and there is a water park of america also. jeff chupa and i discussed eloping on a water slide. we have to be at least 27. then were getting hitched. DO IT.
he is trouble bc he is locked into this deal...no guy is going to marry me in the next 2 years lol. i dont know if that is funny...hmmm. we can divulge more into this topic later.



as for MAY.
i hope for it to bring: LIFE.


L O V E S

xoxo

now what the hell is you lookin for. cant a young man get money anymore

i really have no idea why i write this blog. i think i just like that i can say i have my own blog. yeah, thats definitely it.

and it is kind of my outlet. no one reads it so its pretty much an invitation exclusively given to me to just kinda go nuts and lets the words splurge....soooo i indulge. its kind of great.

so what it is yo?

ahhh its cinco de mayo. how sad is it i totally forgot. i mean i didnt forget but its totally irrelevant in this adult world i live in. kinda disheartening aye...at least im drinking a beer though right? suuuuure.

i dont know why i get on here and ramble. i do, actually, have things to talk about that are somewhat significant to my life...right now, i just cant remember what they are................. s i g h.

lets rep some more mase lyrics:

takin it back to 8th grade sean mcdaniel and austin burcham style. girl, i really hope you find a new loverrrr. cause mase cant take no more of you fuckin him and his brothaaaaaaa

i broke my laptop while i was in texas. noooooooooooooooooooooo. it slid ever so slowly off the hotel bed and the screen shattered like a digital camera. fortunately, i was too tired at the time to really care or have much of a reaction otherwise i probably would have jumped out of my window. bummer.

anyway will have to catch up later bc ive got too much to talk about aaaaaand yeah, so we will get there.....eventually.

10-4 over. copy. IM IN MINNEAPOLIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

be back soon peachtrees :)

Sigh...

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

jet mother f'n setter

So.... let's attempt coherent writing. Last night's Tea Party shitshow was the most badass thing I have ever seen. Now that is America. It baffles me...how did Obama get elected???????? When is a democrat going to understand that their beliefs are IDEALISTIC. Yes, sure they are great - but in THEORY. That's it. Period.

I am genuinely scared for my country...for a lot of different reasons. They haven't completely played themselves out yet but I have a hunch it's going to get significantly worse unless something drastic is done.

I see possibility in everything- I was willing to give Obama a chance but this is absolutely ridiculous. People elected a personality- a pseudo celebrity.

I wonder what was going through his head while people were protesting his decision making skills.

Interesting that Fox News seemed to be the only news station to accurately portray history in the making.

Honestly, the more I think about this the more I sit here at a loss for words. What the fuck is happening to the United States of America. It's so disgusting and frightening...and SAD.

Now the signs some people made were wicked in your face right on get the fuck outta here nobama. This will be the only post I cuss like this because I get angrier and angrier as I think.

On a more positive note it felt so good to see so many people taking a stand: it's about time. More importantly, it felt so so amazingly great that there actually are some smart people out there. We aren't alone.

I don't know what else to say... hold on tight I suppose.

Now to Jet Mother F'n Setter....this just in

Tomorrow I'm flying out of Lexington, KY to Memphis, TN to AUSTIN, TEXAS. JEEEEEA. I am stoked. I have always wanted to go... oh my gay especially after last night's headline of them threatening to secede. HOW DONT MESS WITH TEXAS IS THAT. Gosh, I love it. Really?????? Can you imagine if that actually happened?!?! lol I am cracking up thinking about it. It's just so badass. epically badass. And I'm going there for the weekend. Hells Yes.

Flying back to Atlanta on Sunday. Then Monday it's SHOWTIME. It's always showtime when you're me. I love me- in case you didn't know. I really do.... it took a long time to get there. Anywho I have to pack and I'm starting to ramble... I'm sure I'll write some more at like 5 am. LOVE YOU LONG TIME!

Hacking the thread

Type A Personality. Enough said. I'm determined to start keeping up with this.... until then. lol

actually theyre yellow. topic of discussion this evening is debatable. 

i asked chris to give me a sentence to go on and he kinda bombed. im disappointed in his boringdome. 

i really need to go to bed. this blog is worthless. 

social networking. goodbye traditional marketing tactics. youre dunzo

plug your weapon of choice. new wave of gen y marketing. new media eruption.